Hallo, today is 31th december, the last day in 2011.I am so freaking out.The result of exam smt 1 has been out already .It is not too much good,but fine.I've got upper 75-80 mostly.But my parents still feel a dissatisfaction.
Tonight is gonna be A 2012 new year eve,i don't go anywhere due to my not-really-satisfying scores.
Saya merasa ini bukan jalan yang ku mau,seperti paksaan menetap di kelas IPS ini.Sebenarnya sejak awal saya memilih jurusan Bahasa,namun karena peminatnya sedikit,jadi kelas ini tidak dibuka.Saya merasa IPA atau IPS bukan jurusan yang cocok untuk saya.
Argh.... I hate to be like this, i dont even understand the lessons such as Math and Accountancy mostly.If i were in Linguistic class,it would be easier for me to follow the lesson since i focus on learning language and screw the lesson i hate..I'd like to learn about cultures,indonesian litterature,antropology,another foreign languages.I don't know why learning languages is so much awesome for me and in addition, it is needed for communication in this global era.
Tapi kalo pikiran saya cuma menyesali dan mengandai-andai kembali ke masa lalu yang gak mungkin bisa terjadi.I'd better to study hard and face this reality.
I don't want to make my parents proud by good score,but by doing honest in effort of acchievment.Hopping they understand the way i want and the things like to get done and pray for the best
HugsandKissess
