This time, I wouldn't tell about things I've been through, but I choose to write about something I feel. The feelings inside that make me anxious, insecured, and mad haha..
BEAUTY,... how do you define this word? And then BEAUTIFUL?? and A BEAUTIFUL WOMAN? Do you find any difference among these words?
A woman should be beautiful, but few of them feel that way. Born as a woman, I find it complicated but blessed to live as a woman, especially to be beautiful as woman is always indicated to it.
what is beauty for you? I heard a lot that it has to be silky hair, smooth skin, porcelain-like-face , curvy body, fair skin, cherry lips, etc, but importantly many view from physical appearance.
It's actually, because I am extremely worried about getting old. I am twenty and seems like I got early-aging, wrinkle on my eyes , my dried skin, and freckles on face. I don't know whether It comes from my bad habits to stay up late or eating bad but it really makes me freak out. In addition, I am not too-much good looking either have attractive appearance.so jealousy comes up when the younger cuter woman on the ads or I meet them on the street.
So, I am now looking for the standards to define the word of BEAUTY from another angle. I find that the beauty is not view only from outside, but there's another beauty that is invisible, that you can feel, untouched and unseen, but it's worth more, since physical beauty is very thin as your skin covering your organs.
what is it? You know the answer! That is your mind. Mindset creates how you see yourself, how you see the world and people, it's the most important thing that you must beautify. You may have thousand make-ups and tools to have your face contoured, shaded, blushed, big brighter eyed, pointed nose, or whatever you like, and you can go to saloon or aesthetic clinic to have like-baby face , moist skinned, pefect treated. But it doesnt last forever, it is a certainty that time will figure out the natural human cycle, when physical is temporary, like apples meet the time when it must be rotten.
Honey, I dont say you dont need to care what's blessed, you have to be beautiful and lovely but don't too much concern to pursuit unreachable beauty, I mean, beauty is undefined, everyone in different places has different view to see beauty. Over here you are said that you're pretty but in other place you're not and vice versa. Don't let anyone bring you down because they're telling you ugly, so it makes you push harder to be unsatisfied, ungrateful. You just have to be confident.okay?
Your duty now is, perfecting your mind, beautify it with smartness and intelligence. So you can be wise and act classy, that's more worth! I'd rather be a girl who can talk with anyone, solving problems, having a role in society and be independent, rather be doing silly things to be beautiful because people have bullied me that I am blah blah blah, oh god screw them.
So, let's now open your mind and beautify it with positive thoughts and intelligence, dont waste your time to think about things you should not concern about.
Beautiful mind, beautiful soul
your energy makes you radiant naturally
Be you and just shine ^_^
Xoxo
ddsresmi
Xoxo
ddsresmi
